Thursday, April 9, 2009

Sandscript

Good intentions sometimes falter in several different ways. Like Joan of Arc hearing the voice of God and tries to do something good for the people and ends up burned at the stake. Alright, not a very good analogy since that’s a bit bigger than me. My thoughts were why I actually started this blog in the first place. So let’s go back in time. Alright my two time travelers or wait three…I remember someone telling me they read my blog which means I should have three weary eyed readers. Correct me if there’s more.

I started this blog for several reasons, one was because I was traveling a lot and I was sick of looking like that weird guy eating alone. So thinking if I had a computer in front would make me look artistic and mysterious. The second was to have something for my family and friends to read, to be all humorous and enlightening while doing social commentary like Alex from A Clockwork Orange would. And third was to be more consistent with writing. When the traveling stopped I stopped writing. Not with my blog but with everything. Six months later I met Ashley and my focus was on her, although she has been encouraging me to write since I first complained about not writing probably on our second date. So I go on making excuses and then behold I’m 33 years old. Four months goes by and I’m like hmm…maybe I should sweep the cyber dust off my blog and try again. As I get away from the subject matter, the point is this is healthy for me and the response I receive from all of my three readers is like warm fuzzies. (Did you know Fuzzies is not a word? huh.)

A couple weeks ago I read a screenplay from a student of mine and when I was giving him the notes his passion and love for what he was trying to accomplish was inspiring. It reminded me of who I tried to set out to be. Then my girlfriend sent me something to read yesterday and I was floored. Every other day my co-workers and I talk of writing a short script and shooting the movie, so my inspired readers the planets have aligned and I have written a blog twice in one week. I can write a simple story, can’t I? I mean, that is the whole reason why I moved back to Florida. In fact Jonas told me not to do what I have been doing all along by not being productive right before I drove away from Los Angeles. Here I am. I’m going to gather my imagination, sum up the “word Gods” and avoid the wall called writer’s block.

I have friends who make homemade wine and build drums. I have friends who video office antics and create webisodes for our amusement. I have friends who create music from hard rock to classical. I have friends who create characters on stage and screen. I have friends who train wild animals. I have friends who raise small children. I work with aspiring filmmakers who share the same dreams I have.

It’s time to believe that I am your friend who writes stories.
(and social commentary on blogspot.)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Sunday Morning Coming Down

Sunday Morning Coming Down plays on the radio. It’s the only time Orlando radio is worth listening too. Of course in all the cities that I lived in the #1 complaint were local radio was ridiculous. Which is why the 8 track was invented, I suppose. So while listening to the radio show and Ashley sitting on the porch reading the last chapter of Breaking Dawn, I cleaned the computer room where I decided to drop a line on this once informative blog.

I feel I have failed you my two readers. I left you with an empty promise that I would give a plethora of information about life, but seriously who wants to read that? All I can say is that in the last year life has been good to me. I met a wonderful woman who I now share an apartment with over looking a pond and pool. Ashley and I have been together for 10 months now and I have seen her everyday since the day we met. Aside from living in sin we have created peaceful and wonderful life. I have an adopted dog named Casey who is a princess. So here I am, a wonderful woman, a happy dog and listening to a classic radio show.

Florida is starting to get hot. That was my random thought for the day.

In a month we’ll be driving up to Atlanta to watch back to back baseball and then in June we’ll be up in the mountains camping in North Carolina. In July we’ll be lounging on the beach for a week. Before I know it, the summer will be over and the holidays will begin. But before I get ahead of myself, I’m just going to enjoy today and perhaps get an ice cream.

Today there is a beauty, find it and keep it in your memories.

http://www.wtks.com/pages/smcd.html

Friday, January 9, 2009

The Age of the Double 3

Time is nothing but blurred memories that is the imprint that builds who I am. Now see my fantastic readers those words are either sheer brilliance on my part or me just trying to be smarter than I really am. Regardless, it came out of me and I’m going to stand by it.

If it was a year ago and I posted a blog the next day it would be January 9th 2008. Well I waited a year to post the next blog. For the readers that have been with me from the start you were reading that I was in need of a change. That I was awaiting the future that would define me, a spark, buying time until that moment, well, I will let you be the judge. I have also changed the title to this blog since as you may all know or will find out shortly that I do not travel as much nor does my job make me get on airplanes to far off reaches of the United States which kept my original blogs interesting and now I’m worried my daily life may not be so much but with my wisdom and charm will try. So now I’m another year older and times have definetly changed except that fact that I still can’t spell definitely so actually some things will always be the same my dear readers. But isn’t that the true base in all of us? Our bodies may change, our ideas, our passions, all of those things may change. But our central core, our being, the little things like my poor spelling and grammar, those things will never change. You get to a point in your life be it in your twenties, thirties, forties, or even in your seventies were you wake up one morning and say to yourself I am happy for who I am and I’m blessed for what I have. You may want to change things or you may be insecure about certain aspects of yourself or life but you wake up one day and say I am happy with being me. I don’t think I was entirely happy with who I was in the past or some decisions I made or even didn’t make that I should have made but that’s been my journey and my discovery. At 4:05pm today I will have lived a full 33 years and 1 day and I can say I like who I am and I am truly blessed.

Now my impatient readers I know you may be thinking where is the drama in this blog if you’re happy with yourself? How is this blog going to be interesting? What the heck happened to you this last year? You will soon find out (because I’m only allotted a small amount of time at work to write these blogs). Trust.

It’s the Age of the Double 3.

For all my past readers thank you for coming back. As for my new readers welcome and for my carpal tunnel it’s good to feel your pain again.